I am in Greece at the moment and I just saw the love of my life on The voice. I felt excited, and happy and proud. I know he came to this path also partly due to my presence in his life. I took him places, heard songs with him and the 4 years we were together shaped him as well as they shaped me. I take no credit on his amazing talent, I am happy for him and I am sure he will be a great artist in the years to come.
But I have a pang in my heart.
Our story ended, I made a conscious choice not to see him again, although I never stopped loving him. I do not suffer from the lack of physical contact or the idea he might be with someone else, today or antother day. We met at a crossroad in our lives and we both were important for one another. But we both knew it would be with an expiration date.
Today, I felt a pain. Triggered by the fact I wont be there to take part of all that is ahead of him. Triggered by the fact his life is beginning while mine is ending.
And at the same time I am tremedously happy for him.
What a confusing night..
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